Swoop: 5
 
 
She might have said:
 
"I do so love these fireworks, 
sparkles of bright moment, 
an insistence in the sky, 
flowering. 
 
Then the pub, 
friends, 
the usual walk home.
 
And a familiar stranger passes on, 
his eyes clutch madness 
as though it were an overcoat 
in a bitter wind.
 
We slow, 
we gather time around us.
 
Then, in a luminous dark 
on the edge of lamp-post light, 
a something on the ground 
breathes.
 
It is that madman, 
a man collapsed, 
shivering in the summer night.
 
And his eyes open anger, 
and the street light 
loses the power to form.
 
And it seems to me 
he has a need 
to strike his agony out, 
to find its poisoning heart, 
but that dark agony, devious, 
telescopes his sight away 
to those who flaunt existence, 
coincidence.
 
And I know 
as a bigot dare not look inside himself 
to see his source of death, 
so a madman, insane, cannot.
 
So he attacks when his agony tolls, 
and his agony tolls at us.
 
And in this tidal darkness 
I hear him howl his agony howl, a migraine howl, 
and my instinct grips my reason dead, 
and I run.
 
But his howls retreat beyond the distance 
to someone else's problem, 
and I relax, 
and I, alone, 
I let my pride 
walk me slowly home."
 
And this is what she might have said, 
but she won't.
 
The bastard, 
he: 
me, 
I had a knife.
 
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